Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Catcher in the Rye


http://wobsy.wordpress.com/2012/03/11/dont-ride-the-carousel/
So I know now that the poem was called "If you meet a body in the rye" not catch a body in the rye, but even if I know that I still want to stop those kids from falling of that cliff. That’s why I told Phoebe to ride that carousal. i want to catch her before she falls off the cliff. Sure, life can goddamn suck sometimes but that doesn’t mean she has to suffer too much, as long as she keeps her innocence then its fine. That’s why I encourage her to ride on the carousal and dance with her to make her happy. Because I know as long as she keeps smiling things will be alight. Right now things are all right.

I Still Remember

http://www.freeldsart.com/love-at-home.htm

I was sneaking out of my house and I knew just the right time to do it too. Right when my mom was in the bathroom and my dad was watching the T.V. I know this stuff even though i haven’t been home in a while. It’s kind of surprising actually. I've been away at goddamn boarding schools but I still remember the little things, like the smell of our living room or the sleeping habits of my family. Sometimes I'll forget something, but usually I remember allot. It’s only the little things that get me. The point is that I know my home. Even when I’ve been away from home for so long or when I want to get away, home is still home i guess. Truth is I’m a little bit relieved to be home instead of at that crummy hotel. Even if my father will goddamn kill me if he finds out I’ve been expelled again.

My List of Likes

I couldn't think too hot when Phoebe asked me earlier but now I got it all thought out...
Things I Like
Outdoors
Snow
Jane
Allie
D.B.'s stories
Tibalt
The nuns
My hat(I get a real kick out of that one)
Phoebe
Girls
http://wordsfromwashington.blogspot.com/2011/06/few-of-my-favorite-things.html
That homey smell
Horsing around
Music
Dancing
Reading
Writing
Allies gloves
Pancakes
Marlbolo
Tigers
Checkers
Golf
records
BB guns
Bikes


I just needed awhile to remember some of them
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=33o32C0ogVM

Girls Deserve Better Than Dopey Guys

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ElN1SNFuI-8Most girls are probably going to end up with dopey guys. I figured this video sort of related to that.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Villain
I worry about Jane. Well not that I have to, Jane is not the kind of girl that would get stuck with some lousy guy. But still she is not that pretty. Well I think she is but some other goddamn people might not think so. Some crummy guy might try and get close to her because he thinks some chick will show him the the time if she is not that pretty. Girls are real self-conscious after all. Especially the ugly ones. Since they aren't that pretty they have to settle for all kinds of dopey guys. I'm talking about the real crummy kind that won't really care about her. Jane is not like that though. She is different. She wouldn't let some goddamn, good for nothing guy take advantage of her like that. She inst that kind of girl.

With Windows Shut

http://www.shutterstock.com/pic-55119328/stock-photo-window-shutters-closed-in-the-old-house-in-the-heart-of-lefkosia-nicosia-cyprus.html


I'm staying at some crummy hotel and I decided to leave the goddamn place. Just as I was leaving I looked out the window to see how all the perverts were doing but I couldn't see a goddamn thing. They all had their shades down. That's how it is with perverts like that. During the day they act like normal people but then at night they start doing all kinds of crummy stuff. That's how it is with all the phonies too. They act like upstanding citizens in front of other people just to put on a show but I bet the moment they are alone they don't care a goddamn bit about anyone else. I bet there are a bunch of phonies out there that suck up to their boss or parents or teachers but the moment they get away they start to say all kind of things behind their backs. It just makes me sick because I see those people all the time. Even when I try to get away from it, all I have to do is look out the window and see those shades and know about all those phony perverts hiding their crummy selves behind them.

This song really fits that crummy hotel and those perverts.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6RSR1cNwU0 

Go Get Your Bike

http://www.gentlemansgadgets.com/track-bike-by-bergamont/
I got depressed today. I don't do it often but when I get really depressed I start to talk to my little brother, Allie, you know the dead one. I tell him to get his bike and meet me at Bobby's. Sometimes I go real in depth with the conversation. Sometimes I go over what would've happened if I actually did bring Allie with me that day. We would get to Bobby's with my BB gun and Bobby would come out with his and say hey. As we are getting ready Bobby would come over and give me crap over bringing Allie along and I would stick up for Allie and tell him to back off. Then I would offer Allie a chance to shoot my BB gun but he would say no because he wouldn't want to shoot at animals so Bobby and I would go and find some cans for him to shoot at. I think that would've made him smile. Sometimes I feel better when I talk to Allie. But sometimes I feel worse.

Where Do All The Chairs Go?

http://www.google.com/imgres?start=118&hl=en&gbv=2&noj=1&addh=36&tbm=isch&tbnid=-yTbn4wS4KhNAM:&imgrefurl=http://www.colourbox.com/vector/cartoon-home-furniture-chair-isolated-on-white-background-vector-3414629&docid=GDdmvOUIRLjeOM&imgurl=http://www.colourbox.com/preview/3414629-74679-cartoon-home-furniture-chair-isolated-on-white-background.jpg&w=480&h=434&ei=U-HXT5iiNdTU6QGVkYWmAw&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=415&vpy=4&dur=342&hovh=213&hovw=236&tx=159&ty=119&sig=104279761241026907823&page=7&tbnh=160&tbnw=177&ndsp=22&ved=1t:429,r:2,s:118,i:73&biw=1067&bih=743

There's this boy at Pency called Ackley who never has any chairs in his room. I imagine that they couldn't stand to be in Ackley-kid's crummy, smelly, goddamn room. Just thinking about being in the same room with Ackley's pimply face all day would scare me off. It must be even worse for the chairs because they have to be in goddamn contact with him. Before they ran away Ackley-kid probably sat his big ass on their arms and just sat there picking at his pimples. That Ackley is a real slob. When I think about it like that I start to understand why there are no chairs in that old Ackley's room.